jiamin

2007-08-07T21:52:00.000-07:00

AHBOO xD!! Today was fine la. In the morning don't know weather wna go school not but in the end i still go la ;] this is what a good girl always do ><. Saw alicia farah joey so sitted with them. Sweat alot la cause walk to school in a very very fast speed. Stand up for national anthem sit down and stand up for pledge again. Why can't they put it tgt mehs. There's band, malay dance, npcc and one more forgotten ;D. After tht was, Miss joy tay with her students (choir) singing the national song la. Then those MV those talking then was let out of school alrdy <3. Dunnoe what happen joey suddenly EMO la. May be cause her bear bear drop (naughty syazzia go pull la) then nvr talk to us nvr walk with us, but after tht she was ok alrdy ;]. Ate duck rice with them and then went home la..

My eyes are getting better, but it's still some how swollen and there's this very obvious cut near my eyes :(..

2007-08-05T20:08:00.000-07:00

Ok.. First thing first. I hate ppl keep on calling me to come online to help them to do this & tht. And please i am not selfish, i can help la . But just not tht you flooding my whole msn conversation just to ask me to help you right. Keep on nudging me and flooding my msn conversation will make me damn fed-up ok. If you need help then ask slowly and calm down la. How do you expect ppl to help you make your blog and on the same time with you flooding my msn. Ok, over alrdy. Don't bring the matter up again..

Friday
Went to sentosa with Joey, Supei, Alicia, Dragon. It was fun ;D. Went home with alicia quite late. Cause we walk-ed around lot1. Bus-ed to my auntie house. And back home xD.

Sunday
Went to see the doctor for my eye. It's quite swollen up. The doctor inject my eye which make me shout abit and even cried ;(. It's teribbly pain ok, then he take the blade then make all the blod flow out.. One word can explain myself la 'PAIN'.. And the doctor put something over my eye. Somehow like cover it don't let the bacteria go in la. Stupid on cannot wash my face cannot wash my hair. Luckily tht i shower before gng out la ><. && heng my face not very oily one. Use wet cloth clean can liaos.

Monday
Go to school and have my common test then come back home sleep eat play computer xD with the stupid thing on top of my eyes ;(. Later in the night gng to see the doctor to check my eyes again la. Stupid one, If got problem hor means my eyes gonna have some bruises (did i spell it correct?), then not nice lo. Need take time to recover ;(.. I wna go swimming la!!! Bu hao wan de ;(..

2007-08-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

fwahahas.. Today is my birthday..*claps* ><.. And no one sing me brithday song :(.. Fine was late again.. And it's those kinda very late la roars.. Went back to class at 8.45.. SUpei and dragon was late too D:, got my present from Pearly, Kimmey, Jovina and some la.. Was 2 guigui :DD. Moodswing ABIT and continue studying.. Stupid group of boys keep on playing making us like damn fed-up la, throw-ing news paper and stuff.. I admit i did throw too, but who started to throw at US first. After school actually wanted to watch Alone but the time is OVER alrdy! SIGH, so we catch Disturbia(is it the right spelling?).. Bought the tickets went down to meet joey supei and farah.. and they bought me a octopus and a brownie.. Gan xie :D.. Then went to da bao KFC go inside eat ><.. Saw my sister which is also watching movie but don't know what to watch.. So.. she followed us and watch Disturbia.. Was cold + scary la.. Grab onto pearly hand while mummy grab onto mine ><.. And saw my sister hugging shuna LOL.. She scared la ><.. After the show she help me buy present ^^. Bought an BIG mushroom head, Guigui keychain, Strawberry handphone holder.. Wanted to go More Than Words, && my kelian the baobei pearly mei cried la.. Cause of tht stupid water bottle _l_.. Help-ed one girl buy tht 99$ the bear.. Sorry mei :(. Bu yao sad lerhh kkaes.. Jiejie help you buy BELATED la.. Don't cry kkaes <33.. style="font-size:0.1;">

Even if i don't have the right to say you but please la.. Think before you do can.. Don't hurt my baobei meiS, friends can.. If love her then why wna break her heart? Say tht nothing can break you 2 don't wna leave her.. Then what did you do now ha.. If you dare to say you nvr say those kinda words then you swear to god la.. Stupid boys, break girls heart only.. Saying tht you wna study is all just excuse la.. If you love her why can't you study and love her tgt.. She giving you alot of trouble mehh if you don't love her why in the first place call her darling, dear? What's the use of calling her tht and put her aside and tell her tht you wna study? Does breaking girls heart make you guys happy? Love her then be with her not just playing la.. Saying tht you are a filrt doesn't mean anything la.. Even a flirt also have the one tht you really love one right.. Whats the point saying tht you are not flitraoues and then you go on breaking other girls heart?

2007-08-01T01:27:00.000-07:00

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Blog Not ok..Friends Not ok.. Mood NOT ok..
What can i do to make myself MORE happy :(? Tmr is my b day and i am moody la.. Don't intend to go to school.. Have to see my mood ya.. Infections on my hands are pain and suffering. Scratching myself like hell making the infection worser.. What other thing i can do? SIGH, failure.. Theres no words tht can explain my feelings now alrdy.. Just let me rot.. I don't know why am i having these kinda of feeling.. It really makes me feel like crying whenever i think of those past, Those sad memories :( really make my shouting all my sorrors out.. But even though if i shout it all out.. Who will understand me? Or may be some will even say i emo or may be even mad women.. These few days dragon mood also dunnoe why.. Sad,Emo? No one undesratand well..

Fucking chinese got only 41 la.. So not happy with my marks.. From now on Jiamin D: will work hard and get better results! even though tht i say tht i will work hard.. But its totaly difficult to change my attitude one lo.. Got so angry easily got sad easily.. I don't wna be emo la please.. Things aren't just tht easy for me :(. Crying just can't simply just solve all the matters. My tears aren't weapons to kill those sadness away from me. Nothing tht I do is worthy for anyone. No one will appreciate what i do la. SIGH, failure.. I can cry out just this min, but what other thing tht i can do? Cut, Panadol, Smoke? There's nothing more alrdy. Life is so simple. After happiness come there will be sadness la :(.. SIGH! Cheryl mummy also sad.. Sigh, i am mei yong la. Can't even make my mummy happy :( dumb girl like me souldn't even exist la..

2007-07-29T23:27:00.000-07:00

Those cuts will soon became scar.. Scar will stay with you until those memories fade away.. Until those memories fade, there will be no more sadness from you past.

School was fine today, almost late. Was running to school ><. And my stupid sister still wna buy hot dog bread la!! Accompained her and walk to the gate myself. Was sweating away but was ok after tht alrdy. All the sec 2 was asked to stand and sit stand and sit cause of some un-reasonable people which don't wna stand before counts. When back to class and was science, teacher talk so much shyt la. Copied some notes then gave her back the paper. After science was Art, Art teacher nvr come so Mdm.Fazilah took over with 3-4 and 3-8? She scold-ed vivian loudly. Cause when someone asked her to sit beside her she gave and 'EEEE look and shake her heads'. And of course Mdm. Fazilah saw it la. Asked her to stand up and apologise. And she even say someone in our class la. We also never offend till her. Still go say kimmey lo. Stupid one. After ARt was Recess, then 2 stupid lessons of D&T. Was asked to draw then animals/insect. Tht took 2 whole hour la. 'BORING' i draw-ed an ants, guigui, flamingo, and penguin :). But it's ugly la. My drawing is like 'shit' and the teacher say good. Was smiling but he was like so what la. Asked me to collect from the other ppl, and i say 'why must it be ME?' he said tht i was tall -.-. Please la joey is taller then ME! After school went to mini-mart buy ice-cream! And all the dans except me went to lot1.. Everday go lot1 not siian one mehhs?

Tuesday gng to swimming..
Wednesday got nothing else better to DO..
Thursday MY BDAE!! gng to eat KFC then watch alone..
Friday gng to sentosa.

2007-07-28T20:46:00.000-07:00

oh i know it's a day late but still..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOEY&WENHUI..

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter.. How i wish tht everything ends when i wake up in the morning..

2007-07-26T06:35:00.000-07:00

Aww fcuk! Was extremtly moodless la. Other then moody everything was fine la.

Morning wasn't late, assemble at hall & sitted with Dans. After tht mummy come tht one and her stomach extramly pain. She felt like vomiting & so JOEY brought her to the General Office. Was angry la, she's my mummy lo then she so extra go and bring her to general office. Argh, forget it. Talked to pearly kimmey and jovina MEI. They are so 'er xin' & 'funny' la. They are cute :]. After tht joey was angry with me cause me and alicia playing water. The point is tht i am the one tht make her angry and she don't care alicia what kind of dao li. Alicia kept on calling her luhh. And guss what? She didn't reply la. Was unreasonable, so i say 'you angry is with me ma why you don't go and care her for?' Then she replied her and then we were ok alrdy. Aww fcuk to make it short list down those which are happy and those tht are angry, sad.

Happys stuff :]
Dans and syaizza making Reon pencil Box.
Joyce ran out and hurt her hand and the door go 'BANG'.
Farah was caught by Mr.Chow asking her to stand outside of class.

Sad& Angry stuff
Joey bringing mummy to general office.
The water thing.
Kena PangSeih by them after baobeih alicia when off.
We only like make fun of joey and her baby bugs bunny then she angry -.-
My cousin childisnes. Ya i know children are cute, but she is totally UNREASONABLE!

Aww fine, I'm a failure HAPPY.. Everything in the WORLD doesn't suit me. I get angry over small stuffs. Days in school are suffering now. I don't know why. I just hate to be being scolded! I am sick of life! Let me die please!

2007-07-24T23:37:00.000-07:00

Was LOW when school starts :(. I kept on calling mummy and she was angry, then i talked to her and she replied me... Fine whatever. Don't wna say lerh. Aren't those days nice? I don't like what i am now. Even though i might have fun with you guys. But what in the past are better? SIGH i'm a failure. Cried in class like no body business. After tht felt ALOT better. But my eyes, you know very red and felt tired alrdy :(. Sigh. After recess was Contact Time, i'm alrdy back to normal la. Talk-ed to pearly and kimmey mei. They were like gossiping things and don't let me know lohhs. HurHurs, after tht was chinese. Went back to my place and tht stupid junming sit my chair until so hot la. Went to alicia place but there no fan. So sitted at kimey place since they went to counselling? After doing finish the test sit back at my place but it's still hot cause dragon go and sit. Crap a lot. and YEAH art teacher nvr come la!! Went to toilet first, Then farah angry cause she say we nvr care her always pangseih her. AWW, SORRY FARAH! Finally i talk-ed to aishah ahjie like so many so many la <3! Went back to our place crap like alot then the relif teacher was like SO GOOD! He let us off early, but know what?! The sercuity don't let us out la! Stupid one, Waited at the foyer took some pictures. And the gate is open alrdy. First one to reach the bus-stop sia LOL. Sit one round 307 went to lot one shop shop. Saw this baby tigger la is cute lo but is quite expensive! Gonna shop around more to help dragon buy one baby tigger lol. And joey's b-day is 3 more days! Fwahahas helping her buy present on MY b-day lol weird ><. After tht took 307 back with alicia, See i'm a good girl i pei her leihs. I ShumPa i don't wna go lot1 if there's no particular reasons alrdy :(. Sad memories..

&& Fuck i hurt my ankle yesterday la. So suey can. Got blue-black loh. But when i'm walking there's no pain :). Hope for faster recovery ><.

Pictures

My Zhu lian ><

See the people outside the Foyer. And alicia is so cute lohs :D

2007-07-23T23:18:00.000-07:00

Fwhahaha. Was late today AGAIN heaven sake! Why am i always late? OkOk && it's a finally tht i when swimming BUT i was screaming/shouting at the start ><. But it came out ok at last :D. When to shower blablabla. Then when back and it's recess :). Ate and when back to class. Gahhs I WNA SLEEP ALRDY :(. But cannot luhhs. And please say tht i'm a GOOD GIRL. I did my chinese test and it's 80% OF CA2!!! And my literature course work. So claps for Jiamin :D. After those 2 lessons was Assembly. Didn't feel like going la. So.. Me and mummy went to toliet after bringing joey and alicia to the hall :). We are SO good loh, still bring them till hall leihs. After tht went to toliet zhi-lian a bit. Call-ed my sister cause we cannot go out of school :(. meet up with her at staircase then went out. she said N-Level chinese oral. And the guard let us out. LMAO la i didn't dare to laugh until outside school lohs. Went to mini-mart i bought ice-cream, supi bought jelly, and sister bought lolipop. LOL supei dunnoe how to open the jelly one lohhs. One open *splash* her whole face lohs. Then walked home and supei bus-ed home :). Effing tired now la :(. Want to shower then go sleep lerhhs tata <3

Pictures

2007-07-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

Fwahahas, was LATE today due to the breakfast and my sister playing computer.Went to school walk for 2 rounds actually wanted a dentention but merduati asked us to run luhhs. HurHurs && when gng back to class with my sister sally sng go catch her hair FWHAHAHA!! Like lol la when she tye up like toot kia ><. Then waved byebye to her and went back to class. Yeah tht stupid junming keep on 'booing'? Stupid lohhs =pp, && i listen to sciene and history ok *claps for jiamin :D*. I know i'm a Good Girl. OK, enough of craps. D&T was after recess and it totally SUCKS la. I keep on talking back to the teacher la. His like... attitude la. We wanted to go back class to take our text and guss what he reply.'Nono, you should bring when you leave class just now.' He macham lan la. Please lo then we needed text tht time guss what we have to share one textbook with 3 ppl! I asked for another text and he lent me the upper sec one. And it was easier to find those answers! Even though there are 10 to 20 pages more then the lower sec one la. After 2 stupid periods, decided to go to lot with DANS. Zhilian-ed with dandan/licia and tinydan/joey. Went to Bluez, then to the pushcard then to Aries just to find earings for dadan/mummy/supei. But in the end she bought her helix earings only. Wanted to buy bubble tea but they so bad lohs. Keep on talking among themselve then don't tell me :(. Dandan/licia better la. Pei me :). But in the end i bought the Spicy chicken. Gosh la! is spicy then my water bottle left at D&T room there -.-. After tht mummy tell joey what 18.50 divide by 4 how much. Dunnoe what money things la. Bus-ed home with licia baobei^^. then have to walk longer la. When home, sister at neighbour house playing with the dog. So i when there too. The dog is just 2 mths old la. Still know how to bite lo. When i carry it any-o-how lick then keep on bitting my uniform lo. naughty naughty, wanted to take pictures la budden my phone no more batt after taking pictures with dans..

Pictures

2007-07-21T08:31:00.000-07:00

I don't know why must it be me tht you are picking on la. May be it's just me tht is to sensetive. But it seems tht you treat other ppl better then me. Is is tht i last time treat you bad or what? You want to treat me back the same way ha? If you think it's it then you are wrong la. I treat everyone the same UNless they treat me bad ok. If you nvr treat me bad why will i treat you bad? 'ah forget it D:'

YESTERDAY
Didn't when to school yesterday, but still was in TOTAL no mood. Every single thing makes me feel down la. I don't know why i felt this way. Just wanted to be like the past. With my dans happy happy, but can I? Every thing tht you does it seems to be against me :(. I don't know, i tried not to go to school as and when i can. But it doesn't help. What did i do to make you treat me like this?

TODAY
Woke up at 10 plus. Washed up, do some cleaning and eat breakfast. After tht my sister went to the NDP stuff, left me and my mother. Gahhs, she brought me out to buy swimming costume!! Don't like to swim la, still bring me go buy. But nvm la, after tht still go buy then ate 'Ban Mian' at coffee shop. Took MRT to yewtee and my mother went to by 4D which means if win got $$. Fwhahahas, walk home. was alrdy 5.25, felt tired la. Went to sleep for a while and i asked my mother to wake me up at 5.45 so i went to BED :D. *Sleep Sleep Sleep* woke up i was the sky like kind of dark alrdy la see my phone it's 7.45!!! Like what the hell la and my parents went out to buy dinner. I gong gong sit at the living room taking my turtle :D watch TV. Until they reached home. After eating wash up and stuff. Started to watch tv. Then my cousins came = =. Have to take care of them 3 of them leihs!! One 1 years old One 3 years old One 4 years old, but today they are obedient they guai guai la. Sit there keep on chewing ><. Gave them sweets and peanuts. After they went home, i showered and used com :D

Aishah AhJie wna tell you tht when you are alone you can come and find me ya x). I will be there for you ok? Even if farah go with Supei they all you also can come find me talk talk one ok ^^. Please don't feel left out can? Anything can FIND ME =p. love you lots! take cares.

2007-07-19T01:26:00.001-07:00

fuck i totally hate schol now!!
what stupid arrangment?
stupid school and those stupid teachers and principle..
and those friends, those families?
gahhs angry about everything i hate school i hate all of you!!
no school no angry la..
no school will be better.
no school no education :(..
fuck fuck fuck wht should i do??

2007-07-18T02:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday didn't went for swimming, so sitted at the side. Moodswing abit but i don't know why.. Was lonely even though there are lots of people around me.. After tht i felt better :D. went back to school was recess. After tht we had lessons as usual,didn't listen to the teacher but for no reasons i don't know what happen to me i suddenly felt like crying, but i guss i selpt? after tht i felt lots better. Afer school i went straight back to home and kind of sleep abit.. Today was a happy day for me :D. i screamed like mad woman and have lots of fun.. Me joey supei farah syaizza was late. But i was not with them. I was with my sister having our breakfast :). Then later i found out th we all left baobeih alicia alone :(. Met them later at field, took our cards and went to the music room and find baobeih alicia :). Then went to IT resource room, the teacher talk talk talk lots of stuff la.. Then was english i felt like SLEEPING but dunnoe why cannot sleep :(. Played murderer and copy some notes after tht was getting more and more boring lerhs. stoped a while and it was recess.. Was abit sad la, but don't know why. After tht was ok lerhh. Chinese was after Maths.. They watched 'Xiao Hai Bu Ben II' and i acted like a young girl saying 'i wna play heart attack' 'i wna play heart attack' no one care me la :( sad sad sad. After school went to lot eat KFC and watched Harry Potter. was boring at first but in the end was OK. I got shocks now and then ><. Cause of the loud sound effects. Ok thts all for today.. &&& CHUA JUN MING STOP FLICKING MY EAR!!!

2007-07-16T00:35:00.000-07:00

today woke up at 7.45 :) didn't reply dragon msg went he called me to wake up cause was too lazy =p.. 8 o'clock he msg-ed me again, so i replied.. wash up change uniform tyed my hair.. wanted to open up my room curtain, and didn't relise tht there was a charger on the floor i step on it la. the 3 things there, what happen next was tht i am sitting on my sister bed holding my leg ><. when having a closer look, my skin came off la. went to put plaster and i stiu have to go to sch :( dragon mas-ed me again saying tht he was at my house downstair -.-. i didn't wanted to go downsstairs lohhs. but still no choice went downstair saw him and he say i hiding lohs.. lolol i didn't hide la, you are the one hiding can!! asked him to came out and walked to school :). starting wasn't tht pain so i can walk normally. but it became more and more pain la.. but stil continue waling to sch.. saw kimmey they all at bus-stop so i asked dragon to go in first.. sat down on the steps.. i was saying jovina mei bad, cause she say vivian say until so bad luhhs.. after tht vivian and kaihui came. and joey called me. asking me where am i luhhs, and of course i say i was at the bus-stop. she say she at traffic light but i can't see her ><. after tht turn my head to another side and saw her ^^. science was the first lesson.. miss goh never come so a relif teacher came in 'Mr.Thua' but its pronouce as 'Mr.Chua' he teached us a different method from miss goh. so we didn't do the worksheet tht he gave to us ><. is not tht we are naughty hor. is tht different method will make us MORE blur.. next was ART we have to bring our 3 favourite object but i didn't bring it ><. is tht i totally forget la.. but teacher never scold :). but i still draw an orange high-lighter which is totally ugly luhhs ><. next was recess, then 2 period of d&t.. gahhs i hate d&t but i like the drawing only.. i hate the knocking,drilling, filing. all these things make my hand dirty. is not tht i girlish is tht when i really what to do i will do till very boyish.. get the meaning? and so i still did the filing, hammering. but it came out not what i wanted =='. i wanted to make a curve but it came out to be squarish? trainglish? gahhs forget it.. after tht slacked at class for 30 mins.. then when for mrs gan english tong2. for those who havent done their english test.. but for me i did finish but i still go, just to accompany my dans.. after tht when home and play computer.. and my leg seems to have swollen i mean the part where i step on to the charger.. it's pain la :(.. stupid charger..

2007-07-15T08:00:00.000-07:00

lots i really mean lots of things happen during these few days.. happy? angry? sad? i don't know. but what most in my mind is happiness now. i don't wna think of all those stupid memories :D. having fun with my dans these few days. and i forget which day me and the door like not good likkdat LOL. first mummy open the door then hit my elbowthen second joey push my hand then hit till my wrist. was like stupid lohhs. then my wrist so ITCHY and it's really itchy those kind la.

changed to this skin.. and remember tht i once used it. but forget which blog did i used on ><. but i really like this blog las :D.

awww.. there's school tmr and i have not done my revising.. see i'm a good girl ok. science? history? maths? none of them i know a single qns.. i can predict for my science test tht i get 2/14 for it.. cause when the teacher teach i am sleeping ><. it's not tht i don't wna listen to her lesson ok, is tht the class is too noisy to listen to her speaking.. history and maths is same as well. the teacher is teaching while the whole class seems to be talking? playing? shouting? i don't know.. i just want to have peaceful class la.. with those few people in my class, i really cannot concentrate. expectially listening to their vioces really gives me irritation.. can't study la. how can i probally past my EOY without getting good grades for my CA2? i want to pass! i want to get into the subjects tht i want to! i want to go to sec 3! aww.. there are so many wants.. why can't they just be forfile easily ): ?

2007-07-09T01:31:00.000-07:00

dandan was not here for school today. gahhs, there's like something diffrent without her :(. but we still had fun las. first lesson was, science. don't understand what the teacher saying, but i have to study more at home.. next was history, me and joey at there keep on crapping while munny and syizza was listening to the teacher. then joey keep on saying tht theteacher hand got alot of hair ><. sot of las, i was like diamdiam don't dare to talk..i just want to burst out of laughter las.after tht was recess and d&t, tht stupid mr SU la. stupid one so so so!!! say what need d&t text book then name won't be taken down give DM, so what la how i know correct. it's like i left with 10 bucks la. then go and buy =='. stupid one sia.. after d&t went to find farah and mummy, as we were put at a seperated group. after tht sent farah to the bus stop and off to my house. on the way bought a ice-cream while walking. talk lots of craps la. got a few boys playing at the playground shouted "who wna play ice-man" then mummy say i wna play ice-man and tht rude boy replied "shut-up la" was like so what loh.. and of course mummy say back like "shut the fuck up and suck your mother pussy la" and of course she said softly, cause they are still young kids.. before gng to my house, went to my house dw the mini-mart bought another ice-cream la ><. then came to my house :). they use-ed MY computer and my sister one luhhs.. how bad blablabla, after a while me and joey went to cook spagetti and was like nice :).. not long after my sister came back la.. she go tou chi mummy one then mummy beat her buttock. LOL la.. and my sister went to watch transformer =='. after not long mummy and joey left too la, cause my mother came home.. fwhaahs.. they like sot of scared of my mother like tht las..

tht 2 picture tht they don't LET me play computer playing "their" audition lohhs..

the auditiong char is mine and my sister one..

we are having so much fun now :) i simply love my dans, and some of them only. those tht once hated me i don't want to care bout those stupid past, is what tht is now and the future, by thinking of all those hatred and stupid sutffs can't make you happy. if it can make you happy then let it be la. i don't need to care or what. as long as it doesn't affect me or what i can be happy alrdy, i don't need you to give me stares or even smile at me, and telling other ppl bad things me.. so people if you hate me please, i don;t care ok..
you may think tht this is attituded, but so what this is what i want to say right in the bottom of my heart la.. there's no use keeping it in my heart ok :).

2007-07-08T06:56:00.000-07:00

please la.. ok la my fault ok, you never asked for a chance la hor. then in the first place you shouldn't like go follow them las. we never cheer you up, we never share your happiness with you, we never calm you down, we never care about you. please la who is the one tht dont wna tell, we care about you bout what did you reply, you just reply nothing or don't even felt like telling us la. you never found laugther until you are with them -.- please la is you are the one who think tht we leave you behing lohs. if a group why must be even number and not odd, we can try to be tgt one lohs, is just tht you don't wna come and be with us tgt, why your mind must be 2 by 2, change abit can. is like not me and mummy tgt and joey and licia tgt then we will pangseih you, is just tht you don't wna come to be with us la. please la when you with us you only feel hatred, betray, no trust and pangseih. see whos the one who start back stabbing ppl and telling other ppl bad things about us. is like not tht we hate you or what la please is tht you started it can.. if you cant trust us from the beginning then we cant be friends for like so long la, if its really like tht then we 4 alr not friends anymore. life is even more unfair to us. you say tht you can't straight away pangseih your clans, you think tht time you jitao pangseih and follow other ppl. if all the sorrows are so easily to be put off, then these are not called sorrows anymore la. please la is you ownself go find other ppl lohs and this is the fact. please la you say all the things is just a pack of lies, only some of them are true. please la i am not so stupid i know what flamer is, please la who not human, human also got their own rights right. no one wants to make their blog a flame, neither do you want to make it ok. if sitting behind of us makes you sick then why bother to come to school, you said tht you wna quit/x-trer school and now you say tht you don't want to because of this transfer school because of this thing-.-.. if facing us is miserable then don't face us, no one asked you to face US. is not tht you can't find trust in us, is and think back how many lies have you told us. tht is not yes no ans please tht you don't even trust us, so how do you expect us to trust you? is just tht you asked me those qns replies are yes, no. no one asked you to care about us, you can ignore us like what you are doing now, not even a HI&BYE. i never say tht facing no friends in class is easy. who is UNKNOWN unknown is joey or alicia, if joey/alicia is the unknown why can't she be in here, 5 ppl cannot be in tgt one ah why must it be 4? you said you fu tong xiang you nan tong dang then even though how many we still can be happy tgt what, why must 1 to 1 and not all tgt, all tgt is what called as A group, i never flamed you on my blog is just tht i bu fu , you understand. we are like friends for 1 year? and you suddenly go to other ppl side. it's ok la a few days follow other ppl, but you is jitao from our side go to their side can? since you can do this to us then why can't you do tht to them -.-. is not tht i want you to do tht to them, is just UNFAIR you get the fact? you said tht we left you out, say tht we never share all your those stuffs tgt this is not pangseih is what? aiya since you say don't care then i also got nothing to care liao..

2007-06-07T06:13:00.000-07:00

only kids or childish people do stuffs to make ppl anngry or irritated.i dont really know whats in their mind la. like to make ppl angry and irritated. even if you want to make other people, but in the end came out not the want tht you want to make and want to apologise, it's totaly no use. if you want to apologise then why in the first chains make you feel like ah beng or what. after getting a progress chart still tear it and putting it on your head, please la thts no laughing matter can. don't you think tht tearing those newspaper throwing at other ppl is fun meh? don't you feel childish or what? making all those funny sound and thinks tht make ppl laugh.. grow up please

i wish tht everday can be so peaceful, why will i get angry over small matters? even those really small matters, i'm also angry with them. did i change? i don't know, i don't want to be like tht.

you say tht we leave you, did you think tht we asked you to follow us so many times. what did you reply? 'no thnks' just this 2 words.i really don't know la. i dont wish you to come back anymore. i rather you to follow those guys. you can laugh so happliy with them rather then keep on telling other ppl tht we 'pangseih' you. is like so unfair to us and to you. when you are with us, you like want to ask for more you follow other ppl or what its ok la, but you just continue following them then you pangseih us really good ah? after when you dont feel like being with them then you come back to us? we are not your 'what' let you come and go as your wish. we have to give everyone a chance to let them change, but did you? i dont know la, we/i just wanted you to tell us all the truth but did you? i dont know anymore, i i don't want to care anymore. everyone is given one chance, once tht chance is given. i guss there will be no other chance ba ><. i don't really want to know those past, but what matter is the future la, please la you is can study one lo. is it tht you want to act naughty or?

PEARLY KIMMEY AND JOVINA SEE YOUR BIG NAME HOR!! YOUR JIEJIE NEVER PON SCHOOL YESTERDAY HOR!! JUST THT I AM TIRED TO GO SCHOOL OK!!

school was not ok today.
i dont know why just don't have the study mood today ):
i felt like sleeping on every single lesson.
i just don't know..
i get angry on small lil things.
i realy hate me for being like this.

woke up at 7.13 today thinking tht i may be late!
but it's a miracle la i was not late (:
instead of mummy/dadan is late >< first period was enlgish took down some notes and wanted to sleep (: and i can't sleep las ): next was chinese, teacher asked us to do 作文 or may be it's letter writing. i wrote down my name and asked her weather i can take back home to do (: she asked me to do same at class so i can ask her some words if i dont understand so i wrote down the address on the letter and started talking to the dans
except kekedan cause she's malay ><. was recess, and some unhappy stuff happen after recess don't feel like writing down.. thosoe childish people thing tht it's fun when they put those paper on their heads =='. i really don't wna care anymore there's nothing left un-said..

2007-05-07T15:11:00.000-07:00

never attend school today
and please dont say tht i pon very nan-ting..
say tht i woke up late CANS!!!
woke up at 8.30 joey sms-ed ask why didn't i go to school.
and relised tht mummy didn't go to school as well.
told her tht i wna meet up with them after school.
cause there's nothing at home for me to eat ):
just ate one bread with one hotdog ><><. i asked dragon come accompany me home la. && ya and each dan bought a handphone/wallet chain. as supei aka dadan and farah aka keke dan has no hp so its wallets <3><. me and joey bought another hp chain diff design. && no fair lohs joey no money liao still take from dragon. farah also la take from dragon.. and i paid the most can.. i buy for mummy/dadan alicia/dandan me and my another chain. then dragon also nvr pay lo.. tht 2 girl no fair =pp help my sister buy her LUNCH.. asked dragon to bring me home was like no one accompanying me lo. never talk or what one. i ask him qns only nod head shake head and i dunno =='. find nvm.. reached home he msg me say dont dare talk to me scared i angry ><. (i not so firece la i not monster wont eat you one ><)

after all thinking tht i never go school will be better..
wont be angry wont be sad. rather then stay at home sleep till late late.
wake up play computer, when friends dismissed i meet them up and eat lunch D:
if live can be like tht how good can tht be, but what is i grow big?
sigh why must everyone earn lots of money?
why cant we live without money? print money will kena caught la..
if print money wont be caught tht will be so farking good man D:
today is real fun how i wish everyday can live with no worries but just plain
LAUGHTHER *hearts*

BYE:D